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[09 Jul 2006|09:34pm] so tomorrow i finally come back, for those of you who didn`t know i have been in japan for 2 weeks and five days. I dont really want to go over the finer details but i will say this, this is an amazing country filled with truly kind hearted people, and in a way seeing so many people living in such close proximity while coexisting peacefully is very uplifting. This is by far the most interesting place i have ever visited.

QUESTION [21 May 2006|04:26pm] WHY DO THE UGLIEST PEOPLE ALWAYS START THE MOST DRAMA?

fldjafd [20 Feb 2006|02:51pm] my life is so shitty right now no one loves me it's very very sad. i feel very very sad, that's why i am taking the time to write in an online journal because my sadness is so genuine that i just need to fucking express it to the entire world. i need to wail and bitch and scream and cry about it until the whole fucking world pays attention. MY problems are so much more devastating than all of YOUR problems. my life is terrible, and yours isn't.

[21 Jan 2006|01:24pm] want you to take me to the H, take me to the O, want you to take me to the S, take me to the P, want you to take me to the I- T- A- L. want you to take me to hospital HOSPITAL. last night would have been scary, but there are 6 hours and 45 minutes that vanished into thin air. claudia and manzi i love you both so much for taking care of me. i'm lucky to have amazing people like you around. <3

.over [19 Jan 2006|01:13am] everything will be a regret. i'm always out of options. it's always down to two. and i always feel like i'm doing it wrong. ?bullet please

[08 Jan 2006|03:02am] when you've lost all hope in finding someone decent, is when someone perfect stumbles into your life. I really like this year so far. :D

fuck. [05 Jan 2006|03:23am] this hurts so badly. being drunk during the day and sleeping at night no longer works. my recluse is gone, I finally have to face this, and I'm alone, of course I'm alone.

normal entry: [04 Jan 2006|01:35am] Last night I had so much trouble sleeping. I literally just sat in bed for four hours wide awake until finally falling asleep. I woke up at around 12 and watched "blowup", a movie my mom had been telling me to see for months now. It was a really amazing, good film, really nice cinematography, and I got to use some film as lit skillz on it. After finishing that up I went to go get my hair dyed. It's like a light brown now, I'm sure I'll have pictures at some point. After that, I went to hollywood and met up with roost and taryn. We drank a little and then wandered to in-n-out, and then drove around aimlessly. I dropped all of them off pretty early so I gave max a call on my way home. We messed around on skateboards like the good old days and took some pretty cool pictures with my newly acquired camera. All in all it was a strangely satisfying day, I actually feel accomplished for once.

pointless: [31 Dec 2005|01:58am] fuck, I'm so sick of the way I handle things. I generally regret everything I do or don't do. I wish i could just walk into or away from something without second guessing. I wish i could maybe not be so hyper-critical about fucking everything, and that i could just learn to tolerate some people. I don't see any of this stopping anytime soon.

OH MY GOD. [24 Dec 2005|12:21pm] MANZI IS 18!!!!!! happy birthday to my favorite 18 year old, or person of any age for that matter. <333

I feel... [12 Dec 2005|06:51pm] BITTER BITTER BITTER BITTER about almost everything. the only thing that I am directing positive feelings towards, is my bitterness, and the fact that I will get to have less and less contact with people. I'm seriously the best hermit you've never seen. :D

[11 Nov 2005|02:55am] Is there no depth? anywhere?

[10 Nov 2005|11:57am] I've never felt so alone.

seriously: [28 Oct 2005|12:28pm] oh my god, everything that happens in high school is so important. we should all make a really big deal about it. and pretend that we've attempted any sort of self examination, or gained any insight into what life is really about. it'll be the biggest hoax ever attempted.

[15 Oct 2005|01:51am] you are: inconsiderate, cold, immature, and disgusting. the worst part, is you had me convinced you were the complete opposite. Oh well, i never liked trusting my instincts anyway. I haven't let myself hate, not even the last time this happened, but this time, somehow i dont think i can resist. I hate you for what you've done, I hate you so much.

so i haven't done this in a while... [02 Oct 2005|02:28pm] well I've had about 3 near death experiences this past week. nothing like that to shake up your outlook on life. in short I love my friends, they keep me insane and thats right where I want to be. <3

afsddaklj [05 Sep 2005|03:55am] this girl... shes captured my mind its unbelievable no other person has ever felt this compatible i dont care if theres a wait i dont care if its eternity this is the best thing ive found so bring it

[28 Aug 2005|12:53am] ive made mistakes drunk before too if thats what it was, apologize and ill accept otherwise fuck off

alright fuck this [23 Aug 2005|02:21pm] if you are from oak park, agoura let me just tell you one thing GROW THE FUCK UP YOU ARE ALL TWELVE YEARS OLD YOU ARE ALL PATHETIC YOU ARE ALL TWO-FACED YOU ARE ALL FAKE and lastly YOU ARE ALL OUT OF MY LIFE FUCK YOU

dlkdangka; [14 Aug 2005|01:46am] i felt so confused but now for once it feels clear

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